Help Me

Help me

I am a child

Help me

My mind is spinning

Help me

running away

Help me

Fast and faster

Help me

I am small

Help me

I ran away

Help me

Don’t touch me

Help me

Fly away

Help me

Inside my mind

Help me

This storm

Help me

To calm the storm

Help me

The face i see

Help me

It does not disappear

Help me

It stays

Help me

I scream

Help me

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The Screaming Inside

In pieces

Screaming out

In a puddel

My own heart

It will not bleed

Ice cold, ice flows

Through my veins

Tears will not flow

They will not fall

Where is my warmth

My heart is cold

My breath, its icy

Screams haunt me

I cannot bleed

Screams, empty screams

You cannot hear them

You cannot hear them

You will not feel them

Screams inside of me

 

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The Surrender

Look into those eyes
They’re to die for
Authority rushes out
You need no words
No command
You just know
On your knees
Kneeling down
Take him deep
Release the angry
Release the joy
Release all inside
Fall, fall back
Fall, fall down
Surrender
Your body
Your soul
Your being
Into him
Give away
What hurts
What chains
All remains
Release
Just let go
Float way
To the unknown
High above
The moment
Belongs to us
You are the master
And I am the servant
Take me to a place
Where only we exist
And I will surrender

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He is my Drug

The darkness
The drug
The unknown
An addiction
Unexplainable
Connection
Its unbearable
Hes occupying
My mind
My soul
My skin
My blood
The feels
Of something
Its strange
It’s addicting
Reaching down
Grabbing into
The depths
Of something
This craziness
Irrationality
Insanity
I can’t see
Its too dark
Hes there
Taking me
Into the darkness
This instanity
Makes me alive
Truly alive
I seek on
For more
He is my drug

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My Protection

His green leaves wrap me
Tight in his embrace
A protection, a barrier
A layer, a wall, warm
Home, settle down
Sinking into his roots
My feet slowly sink
The earth below
Intertwine my fibres
Slowly, his heart
Beats next to mine
Forming his roots
All around me, sinking
Relaxing, seeping inside
He takes me, leaves brush
Against my cheeks, feel
His whispers calm my soul
I breath him in, ever root
Strong, tall, his protection
Takes me, embraces me
Gives me peace, soothes
The soul, reassures me,
If I’m lost, I look up
There he is, standing
Great and tall, with many friends
My protecters, my life, my breath 

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Humans, inhuman

Upside down
TV on, TV off
Truth, lies
Who can tell
Swirling around
Like a toliet bowl
Backwards, forwards
Upside down, down side up
What do you see?
In your magic ball
Mr Wizard, tell us!
Lost, the light blinds
Darkness hides
Humans, inhuman
Selfish, selfless
who are you?
Judgemental freak
Opinions, conclusions
Offer them all up
Mr Reporter, foretell all
Mindless minds, follow
A trend, a post, a suggestion
Its all mad here
This World, mad
The human, inhuman
A monster borned
From an ugly monster
Jealously, hate
Feeds us, breeds us
Peace needs us
Reaches for us
Shooting it dead
Innerpeace, reaches
The leaves reach out
Roots growing deep
Accept her, reach her
Humans, simply
Inhuman
One blink, good bye
Mr news man,
I need no lies today
Peace reaches me
Follow her, she is calm
Good bye humans,
Inhuman
Flick, your off
Not today,
Never tommorow
Tape up the mouth
Sew it shut, Plug
In the music,
Hear not the gruesome
Now Mr newspaper
Opinions, conclusions?
Two sided from evil
Humans, inhuman

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My Tiny Life

A short while ago
I was told, you are there
Growing inside of me
I can hardly believe it
Hardly understand it
To grasp it, this tiny life
Inside me, so fragile,
So frail, in my body
Depending on me
I don’t feel you
But, I speak to you
I nurture you
I love you
I worry
I fret
Deep in the night
Dreaming of your blue eyes
My mind wonders too far
Away up into the sky
I just only dream of you
Fear awakes me,
Dreams shake me
All to wonder,
Are you ok?
My Tiny Life

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