The Battle

I stand there darkness all around
Reaching out my hand
I wait, with my patience
Slowly closing my eyes
Sinking into my body
Feeling the comfortable darkness
Surrounding this ugly world
Swallowing it up whole
I wait, patience,
Slow steady patience
We fight this fight
Only together, as one
A strong force, holds us
The fibres of us, alining
We must face it now
The blinding light
The evil force
Grabbing it by the horns
Standing up against it
All it is, all can give
The walls of the mind
Fighting hard, to hold on
All you know, all you are
What you’ve learned,
The struggles, the battles
Together with knowledge
Standing aganist the light
We stand side by side
Hand in hand, aganist all
All that is, all that comes
And all that ever will be
We stand alined together
Never to leave, never alone
Together, only together
Here in the now,
Its only us, together
Fighting together
Battling together
Us…. only us
And we fight. Battle.
Side by side, hand in hand.
For this world’s eternity.

© Nicole Leeann Smith all rights reserved

The Fantasy

The Passion burns

Cut it with a knife

The words pour out 

Spill over the page

A serect little fantasy

A dream to dream of you

Animal attraction, physical attraction

It burns, it lingers, it screams, it panics

Beyond your control, beyond your force

The soul burns, the heart beats, faster 

The mind confuses, to think is to die

To dream is to live, to want, to yearn

A touch, a kiss, a body, a soft hand

A quiver, a wish, a craving, longing

Tis but a fantasy, a dream, an image 

Unfathomable, boundless, immeasurable

A sweet day dream, of passion, of fire

Bound inside my mind, bound to fantasy

 

 

My Peaceful Goodbye

Yesterday evening I received a phone call that will have change my life forever. My grandmother and brother has both died in a home fire. I was hurt and shocked to say the least. I instantly tried to grasp this reality and mourn there deaths well. I lit one candle for each and said goodbye. This poem is my closure. I live many miles from my family as they live in America and I in Germany. This is my goodbye. This is my mourning.

It all lays heavy
Deep in my heart
The feeling
Of no more air
One day your there
Then poof, gone
How? Why? When?
Does it matter?
I shutter at my own thoughts
Chase them away
Numb then, run them
Far, far away
My thoughts lie here
Heavy with sorrow
The pain remains
But now I want to let it all go
To sore high up
Into the sky
To have Peace
Peace in my heart
Quiteness in my heart
Breath in, Breath out
Let it all go
I can remember
All the good times
All the bad times
All the smiles, the tears
What we each shared
What was, what is
Nature has her plan
Now I bid you with two candles
A beautiful goodbye
Sleep in rest and peace
Amongst the clouds
This is my peaceful goodbye

© Nicole Leeann Smith all rights reserved

The Ego

Emtions cry out
Screaming for an outlet

My fear, my ego
An ugly monster
Feeds on fears
Thrives from tears

Terrifed of death
It repeats a program
A speech it has prepared
A saying so untrue
A story it once heard

It is scared

Scared to die
Scared to try
Scared to fail
Scared to sail

Its evil ways
Destorys good days
Turns happiness
To sadness
Sweet to sour

Mr ego, you must go
You must die
Fear no more
For you are no longer
Do not worry
Your are dust
You have no story
An illusion
Figament of mind 

© Nicole Leeann Smith all rights reserved

His Smile

That one smile
Makes me weak
Heart skips a beat
Just a nickename
He calls out
My Schnickeytier
Soul is quite
This is where I belong
In his arms, I feel him
Eyes tight shut
His smell, gives me shivers
The sweet scent
I so well know
With one tight hug
The world crumbles
Falls around us
Worries melt away
Dreams come true
He is, all that is
All that is meant to be
My other sock
This all with just a smile

*This is for my beautiful, loving and supporting soon to be husband he is and will always be my other sock*

© Nicole Leeann Smith all rights reserved

Meditation

Meditation
Feel it, breath it
Floating up above the sky
Medation
Floating on birdy wings
High above the tree limbs
Meditation
My center, my Zen
Touch my soul, inside out
Meditation
Take me away
High above this earth
Meditation
Harps sound flawless
Rain beats down on a tin roof
Meditation
Free as a bird
Hight has a Oak
Meditation
Balance my soul
Speak to my heart
Meditation
The medicine to my soul
Freedom rings out
Taking me away
All in Meditation

Pic found from https://rahulnsingh.files.wordpress.com/2012/02/meditation-zen.jpg (this is not my photo)

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The first Bliss

As I touched his face
Looked deep into his eyes
I just knew it, something burned
Something I have never knew
Its a fire, ignited inside of me

Softly he kissed my lips
Deeper and softer
More passionate
It burns deep
Lights a fire inside
Cheeks on fire, a light
Butterflies in my stomach
I can’t stop, him either

Reaching out to touch him
His hands feeling everypart
Everywhere, self control is gone
It burns, passion, deeper, harder
Out of control, it is bliss

Pure bliss, this man
His hands, his eyes
Bliss essential bliss

The first, I will never forget
His pure bliss

*This poem is for a good friend. I felt so connected to her recent experience that I must pour it out on paper.*

Image from google: http://images6.fanpop.com/image/photos/32200000/First-Kiss-young-justice-ocs-32227906-493-500.jpg

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Inner Peace

 

Bound deep
From my soul
Connected to theirs
My heart cries out
I feel theirs loud
Bom bom bom

The whispers
They fill my head

Amongst the trees
I hear them
I feel them
I believe in them
They live

Watchers of the forest
Protecter of Nature

High up to the sky
Carer of the birds
Home to the squirrels
Shadow of the sun
Shelter to the human

Great commicator
Planted there
Embedded deep in the soil
Tall, still
Swaying in the wind
Whispering secretly

From root, to leaf
My breath seeps, deep
My blood, my bones
My soul, every fibre
I feel, I am
At one, at peace
One with them
One with the trees

© Nicole Leeann Smith all rights reserved

My Serenity

 

As I step take my first step
The smell of fresh air
I breathe it in deeply
Inhale it in softly
Close my eyes tightly
Feel it surround me
Incircle my body
Warm my soul
My spirt floats high
I am here
I am one
Touching the leaves
Of a near by tree
Pressing my hand
Tight aganist his bark
I feel his heart beat
His soul whisper to me
I feel at one
I feel at home
Deep inside nature
Deep in the forest
Where I can be free
I can breathe
My soul, my heart and body
At one inside the deep serenity
Of beautiful Mothernature

By: Nicole Leeann Smith

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Whispers

 

I hear their whispers
Soft in the wind
They speak to me
Oh but can you hear them?
As the leaves rustle
High in the evening wind
They whisper to me
I will take care of all
Set your mind free
Breathe ever so easy
Set your heart a sail
Hear my whispers
Caress your soul
Wrap your body
They whisper on
My eyes fall heavy
As the stories incircle me
Wrap me tight, shelter me
All through the dark night

© Nicole Leeann Smith